Stamina is getting weaker and weaker. Haven't been going for jogs like how frequent i do during my J1 days. (Don't count the recent GE women run i went)
So i decided to hit the tracks with my really worn out sport shoes,i need a new pair but i am still deciding which brand to get. I really love Nike but it is just not durable AT ALL. On the contrary, i really like the light-weighted concept from the lunarlon series. 

Wanted to send Khanh off to Vietnam together with Jingwen and the girls, thought that i will fall asleep in the morning so i rid the thought but i feel SUPER AWAKE right now :( Anyway Khanh,if you are reading this,i wish you a safe journey back Vietnam and do come back Singapore safely *wave hand*

Just a random thought..As what i have mentioned earlier on,i am currently excluding myself from any forms of communication and breaking any possible connections because i feel that i needed some time alone. Too much happening around me,time is needed to clear my thoughts. I am just thinking whether what i am doing right now is worth it. After all,people are going to continue to celebrate for joy and all you do is to wallow in self-pity. Advice can be given easily because talk is cheap but when they are really in our shoes,they can't apply the advice to them themselves. I admit i am a person like this. Sometimes we care too much on people who make us feel troubled/ agitated/ unhappy instead of focusing our time and thoughts on people who make us feel loved and appreciated. I really need to learn to be nonchalant and practice the art of "ignorance is bliss". I really don't like to put on a happy front when i am feeling awful inside but i certainly don't wish to act like a crazy spoilt princess who always throw tantrum like as if the whole world owes me something. Right now i am aware of the sentence that goes "Be careful who you open up to. There are a few who cares,the rest are just being nosy." Some people really need to learn to be less hypocritical,acting like you care but actually you don't. Nobody truly appreciate your intentions, just because of your past actions, you are deemed as the bad guy and the one who is angelic on the surface might not be as pure as what people think. And i am going to reiterate this..some people really NEED to learn to be less hypocritical. This is again my two cents. No offence is intended here.

There are times i feel like this to certain people but i tell myself to suck it up.




Anyway, on a happier note, I have just ordered some new clothes online and i really can't wait to receive them! Retail therapy is somewhat healthier and cheaper to get rid of your troubles. (Well, of course not healthy to my bank account but who the hell cares)








After my short jog,continue to camwhore!



Give a sweaty girl a blowing fan and a dslr,what would you get? A crazy camwhore with messy hair and full of lame facial expressions. 

Oh oh! I would like to introduce two amazing food that i have just found out! I am a person who is quick to judge the taste of a particular food if the appearance doesn't looks good and i will simply refuse to eat. Before my mom left for work this morning,she asked me if i would like to eat her silver fish (银鱼仔, not those insects you think of) porridge, i answered her NO straight away. I really detest silver fish because they are naturally salty and i just don't like it but the smell of the porridge was really good and i couldn't resist it despite it looking white and tasteless. I tried and i just feel so......







I can't even.....HOLY SHIT,it taste DAMN good. Sliced ginger,some silver fish and it taste so mmmm delicioso!!! I am not exaggerating at all. Food that don't taste good can really dampen my mood instantly. Mum is indeed the best cook... Don't think i am ready to move back into hall,i am going to miss out so many good food and its FREE.



And look at this bowl of brown goodness. Its actually the traditional beancurd with brown sugar syrup and it cost only $0.90,what the sorcery... Dad bought this from those wet market and told me to try but i am super skeptical about it because it just look like a bowl of brown shit (pardon my language) and nothing else but it actually taste damn good!

Moral of the story: Never judge a food by its appearance LOL.