I don't feel good today,probably is because of the clashes of my jobs and maybe is because i don't like my current job.

Today i had my training,the 3 hours training passed fast but yeah,i have never been so quiet before..

Worked with Nazihah for today training but i can never work with her anymore,she was posted to a different location as mine.

This is not the reason why i am upset today. Everything they find it funny,i don't feel anything but i have to actually laugh. To think about it,today i have put up a smile for the whole 3 hours that isn't true at all.

I cut my fingers accidentally by gift papers (can you even imagine) for i-dont-know-how-many-times but i have to keep telling myself to persevere,never shall i complain because this is just the society.

I just kept telling myself "You can do it,faster and get done over it".

You know those feeling when you felt really upset but there is no one around you to listen to your sorrows?

To add salt onto my wound,the jobs clashes made me felt very troubled and vexed for days.

My current job was stable and i have to commit for one month with a high pay but during the period when i was sort of rejected by my current job,i found a new job.

The interview went pretty well and the interviewer so so happy that she kept laughing at my responses,it was just like a casual talk.

So today the agency called and told me i was shortlisted,together with Huiboon. 

She said the interviewer was so happy with us that she immediately chose 3 best candidates (Hb and i were the 2 people from the 3) for this job while the rest are still buffering.

However,this job clashes with my first day of my current job and there is no way i can change the day,i have to give up on this job as a result.

Soon,i know i could not attend chalet too.